

i didn't expect to swallowmy knees are bruised by the four months i spent on them sucking off your lies.i didn't expect to swallow


Happy New YearsThis is where I pour out my insecurities like a bottomless overflowing cup.Happy New Years
You said that you love it when I look at you like you're the only person in the world for me.
You miss it.
Do you miss how I make you feel or do you miss me?
I use the word fuck all the time to describe us, but when I write it down I feel like crying because when we have sex, secretely I like to think of it as making love, and not as fucking, but I don't tell you that because I'm afraid it will scare you.
And isn't it pathetic how the assumption


And we cameWe came into the jungle As white men. And as white men we knew All that there is to know.And we came
And you, you knew nothing. Because you were different than us.
We came and only saw your nakedness While you looked at each other and saw each other’s Hearts.
And you carried upon your head Bundles of sticks, like you carried the Weight of the world. And we marveled at your balance, For we could not do the same. It was because our heads were too large With all the knowledge that we thought we had. When really we knew nothing.


Los lenguasEl gobierno corta el mundo en pedazos.Los lenguas
Y divide hermanos y hermanas como se gustan.
Este diga me: Usted es un American porque usted es blanco.
Pero, en realidad, yo soy duranzo o marron.
Usted es un Americano porque usted habla en inglesa, no en español.
Y porque usted tranduce palabras, no pensa en un otro lengua.
¿Esfuerzo vale?
Nosotros estamos tomando una entidad única y estamos picando la aparte. &nbs


Still HereI’m still here, you know. Still here. I feel more Than you think. More than you credit me for; There’s more there Than just blue eyes, Blonde hair, Past kisses Frozen on speechless lips. There’s more to it Than my wishes, Or yours, Or things we simply said. I’m still here, you see. Still here.Still Here
I wish I wasn’t.
Because sometime
Between me arriving, believing We were meant to be, And you leaving, You fell out of love with me. Walked away from the dreams You haunted And left me stranded, U


-space-things you cant put into words...things that you know...but cant explain. arguments that are just out of reach of your tongue, like something you remember, but cant remember from where...knowing knowing so hard it squeezes tears out of your eyes, and tears sobs from your chest...knowing...so badly that there are fingernail marks on your palms, angry ones...holding in the scream that people might hear, anger turned in, because you know there is nothing else to do with it.-space-
you know that there is something, a counter to what theyre saying, that will ultimately make them hate you...knowing without knowing...shame about something...no


-Click--click- it is the-Click-
beat
to my heart the
rhythm
of my brain, my thoughts, my life, my -click- a
story every movement, every line tells a story, shows a
lie or a
truth or a
-click- that little girl has tears on her face she has dropped her ice cream on the ground watch her tears shine sunlight sending prisms to dance on the duck wings -click- he is screaming silently of course there is no sound in my -click- she is smiling want to know why? i do too i could say
If you're really bored and have nothing to do, visit my journal and take '6 steps to self-discovery'.
lol. Have a nice day. ^_^
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Aidyl
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"In America, through pressure of conformity, there is freedom of choice, but nothing to choose from." - Peter Ustinov
Now I can add this one to my list of current obsessions.
As a side note, lately I've been having the same feeling you described in your journal.
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"To be honest, I think love is complete bullshit. I think the best people ever get is horny; horny and scared. So when they find someone who makes them horny, and they get too scared of the world outside, they stay together and they call it love."
And that feeling sucks.
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"In America, through pressure of conformity, there is freedom of choice, but nothing to choose from." - Peter Ustinov
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//thezimchick
{the truth is out there}
{and so are sheep!}
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"In America, through pressure of conformity, there is freedom of choice, but nothing to choose from." - Peter Ustinov
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